small changebleeding-- profusely, internally the cuts mean nothing small insignificant scratches on the surface barely portray the hurt and betrayal so obvious to me, but hidden to the one i love my sighs and mumblessmall change
whispers and uwnwanted tears explain little but show all the answer lies in the dark out of sight out of grasp hidden to the one i love
napkin writingsthis doesn\'t matter frustrations abound you never really cared so why do i sigh? because i am forced to care because we are taught the exact opposite. that just shows you who i am. i go against the norm, so they say, but what is the norm? no one says the same fucking thing goose shit for all. calling you leaving messages that you choose to ignore. what did i do? if only you would answer so i can tell you to forget it all but you\'re a prick so you continue to ignore. irony abounds i was truly happy today my brother\'s here. i am depressed just let me fucking die my life is over but for 3 minutes i was truly happy and it really was not an illnapkin writings
suicide streakwhy do we bother PRETENDING i\'m going to live asuicide streak
FULL life? i\'m on a streak of SUICIDE attempts thinly masked as COPING, but i\'m not FOOLING anyone, because if i was, COUNSELING wouldn\'t be REQUIRED and it\'d go AWAY after a few days. instead it\'s been MONTHS and the only END i see in sight is DEATH. so, why are we PRETENDING?
it's been a long time
Peace and love and all that makes the world go-round ; )
Scott
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"Simplicity of equipment and an adventurous spirit in attacking the unfamiliar or unknown are apt to result in a primitive and vigorous art. Somehow the primitive is usually much stronger than art in which technique and flourish abound." -Alexander Calder
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"A pessimist will miss the sunrise on the beach because he's looking at his palms the whole time. You won't find happiness looking into your palms all day." ~GuiltyVictim
cheers
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"A pessimist will miss the sunrise on the beach because he's looking at his palms the whole time. You won't find happiness looking into your palms all day." ~GuiltyVictim
and the Maxx? -hahaha- thats just great....
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"TELL US YOUR PROBLEMS and WE'LL GIVE YOU THE SOLUTIONS, TAKE OUR SOLUTIONS AND WE'LL GIVE YOU MORE PROBLEMS.
that make me happy like a turkey in july!
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"TELL US YOUR PROBLEMS and WE'LL GIVE YOU THE SOLUTIONS, TAKE OUR SOLUTIONS AND WE'LL GIVE YOU MORE PROBLEMS.
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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